Thursday, November 26, 2015

Thanks!


I've been working on a list of 1,000 thankfuls. I reached one hundred today. 

There are a couple reasons I started the list. One of them is that I seem to get discouraged and overwhelmed really easily. As I chose to be thankful I am telling my discouragement to get out and choosing to believe that each moment was planned and a gift! 

I thought I'd share a few:
4. Food for every meal
16. Brady and Shannon offered me a job at Starbucks 
18. Krista and my fire started on the camping trip
24. Tall ceilings with windows at work to let in sunshine
25. Wool socks
28. Encouragement from roommates after a long day
45. Aimee's talks
49.Luke filling my anti-freeze
61. Birthday breakfast with Tiff and Dana
62. Hanging out in Mount Pleasant with Liz on my birthday
99. Quiet mornings before night shifts 

Thank you Father! Thank you for planning and giving me each day! Please help me to see it like that, especially when it doesn't feel that way!!!

Sunday, November 8, 2015

Love Like Jumper Cables



I HATE car stuff. First of all I don't like it because it is smarter than me. I don't get it, but second because I have a car, which requires me to do said car things.

Every time I'm supposed to do a car thing, like check the oil, transmission fluid etc., I don't like it and get a bit nervous, but then actually having a problem and getting that fixed, that's a whole 'nother level. 

It's really a bit sad. I have tried to work at learning the important things to care for the car my Father (both my earthly and ultimately my eternal Father) has given me. I check said fluids and tire pressure, eventually I take it to get its oil changed and last winter after the battery dying I tried to learn how to jump my car for when the time comes again. It took about three times, but after that when my battery died on the 4th time I was actually able to jump it!!!

This week one of my roommates battery's died 2x, and miraculously I was able to help jump her car!!! Then later this week when I was driving home from work I thought, "Man, it's been a long day!" And I saw a woman whose car was broken down in the middle of the turn lane and realized it could be a lot worse!!! I hadn't ever thought to do this before, but I pulled over to help her. I got out there and thought, "What kind of help could I possibly offer her??? I don't know car stuff!!!" But I thought at least someone noticing her might be something that encourages her in this situation. When I got out there she was so appreciative, and I didn't do anything. I just stood there with her as she tried to cool off the radiator. Thankfully after a while one person jumped out of their car to help us push the car out of the road, but even after cooling off for a while the car wouldn't turn on. She told me she thought she'd need to get it jumped. I quickly pulled over and we were able to jump her car. She was elated. She hugged and kissed me and thanked me over and over again. 

It was so amazing to me that I was able to love this lady through something they I am so incompetent at! I was willing yet incapable to be of much help. But my Father is so much bigger than that and He had a plan to show His love to this lady through me, and at the end we were praising Jesus together.

Just like my jumper cables in my car, they aren't powerful on their own and can't start a car, but they are the means used to start a car, I am not able to show love on my own and don't have my own love, but I have the special privilege of carrying my Father's love to others. And my Father even uses me in areas I don't feel comfortable in or capable to be able to show His goodness.